ok *looks around* i dont think andrew gets on here anymore so i can talk... :
ha ok so me and him have been hanging out like a ton and a half lately...why?
we enjoy each other's company and have nothing better to do...
anyways hes going on his mission on the 18th...
i leave for texas the 13th...
im really bummed about him leaving and i dont know why!!!!!!!
ya hes one of my really good friends but im bummed like...hes breaking up with me bummed.
and i keep thinking well golly...maybe you like him again katie...
then i think no it doesnt matter if you do or not cuz well he'll be in italy for the next two years...
i just saw the two most hilarious headlines on a news ticker...
1. "Fat People Not More Jolly, Study Shows"
2. "Drive-Thru Pot Smoke Gives Pair Away"
i love america. god bless it. especially tomorrow when every teenage boy and lifelong pyro will be blowing the shit out of it.
anyways so ya...not sure what to do about the whole thing but im thinking something along the lines of nothing...its not like i can make him stay...i mean jeez..mission...anyways ok im done ranting.
summer has sucked except for my grad party and a few other perks.
why do i do this to myself? why couldnt i start feeling like this back in oh....may? or june? when i had TIME?! no i have to wait until TWO WEEKS before i let myself think about these things. whatever...it took my mind off of chris for five minutes. so looks like its back to wishing and hoping he'll take me back.
world...here is my heart...fuck it up!
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